Fawn (
fawnthefae) wrote2021-08-29 02:43 pm
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Eliot
Fin was supposed to be taking him to meet a friend, but when he'd gotten a job at the last minute, he'd insisted Fawn Go without him.
"Eliot's nice," his brother had said. "You'll like him, Fawn. Trust me."
And so Fawn had set off to the bar. It was nearly closing time and he moved through the dwindling crowd, heading towards the bar. He was the spitting image of Fin, a bit slighter, his hair much longer. He also dressed far more casually than Fin, favouring tunics over robes.
Nervous, he took a seat at the bar and looked around.
"Eliot's nice," his brother had said. "You'll like him, Fawn. Trust me."
And so Fawn had set off to the bar. It was nearly closing time and he moved through the dwindling crowd, heading towards the bar. He was the spitting image of Fin, a bit slighter, his hair much longer. He also dressed far more casually than Fin, favouring tunics over robes.
Nervous, he took a seat at the bar and looked around.
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Fawn made a happy sound, almost birdlike and very sharp.
"I am nice," he agreed, oblivious to the fact that wasn't how he ought to respond.
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Fawn looked startled, then blushed again. John was the only person he'd ever really kissed or been kissed by, and he still wasn't sure he knew how to react to such things.
"I... Thank you," he said, stumbling over his words a little.
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"I- No, it's fine. I just- I don't kiss much," he admitted awkwardly. "There is John, and we kiss often, but... Well... Um, mostly it's just been him. I do not indulge like my brother."
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"Oh, you ah, have a boyfriend?" Eliot asked, trying his very best to simply sound curious and not awkward.
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"Yes, he is male and we are friends," Fawn said looking pleased that he knew that boy and male were similar things. "He wishes to wed me, but Fin doesn't think I should, and... Well..."
Fawn paused, trying to form his feelings into words Eliot would know, aware his own language was obscure.
"At first that was... Big happy. Exciting, yes? Then- Velofess. ....Um- Like when your stomach is bubbles? But bad ones. Bad bubbles. I felt scared. I like John, he is kind to me, but I am free. I'm wild, as Fin says."
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But then again, what about all that "I am free" stuff? So much for knowing how to respond.
"Commitment can be really scary," he finally settled on. That seemed like a good response.
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"Yes," Fawn agreed, nodding. "And I am not sure it is for me."
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"It was nice," Fawn replied bashfully.
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Fawn didn't fully understand the gesture, but he liked it, and after a beat of observation, mimicked it with a bright smile.
"I will say if I am not good with things. ...Stuff. Um, actions," he promised, using the best words he had.
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But instead, he offered him his hand to hold. "Will you show me the plant from your world?"
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"The flower lady has been helping. Ivy, yes. She is Ivy. They're so big! Bigger than on my home," he added, pulling them to a stop by a large purple vine with plump almost crystal looking fruit hanging from it.
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"They are nearly ready," Fawn said, glancing over. "A week, maybe? Then they will be ready to-"
He mimed harvesting fruit.
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"Sweet," Fawn said. "Like... The fluffy candy? The candy like a cloud, you know?" Fawn said. "They had it on the station... Mine was pink."
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"Yes, very wet," Fawn nodded, excited to talk about things from home. "Like a river."
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"Maybe you can come," Fawn said. "I will ask Fin. If we can not have a big gathering, maybe a small one is okay."
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"I will tell him. ...Ask him," he corrected himself. "We could invite many friends. ...Or many as will fit in our home."
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